Chapter IX God’s mother’s blessing I thought the mother’s death was the greatest pain.
Now I realize that the separation from God’s mother in spirit is an unspeakable pain.
I fell to the ground and groaned in pain…
At night, suddenly a wonderful portrait shone around, and God’s mother stood in front of me “Please sit down, little brother.
I’m talking to Divine Mother.” I solemnly and quietly entered the room.
Guru mahasai’s angelic appearance is dazzling.
The silver beard and a pair of shining big eyes seem to be the embodiment of purity.
The raised chin and Hesh’s hands told me that my first visit disturbed his meditation.
Simple words in that span > metaphor of pain, I fell to the ground and groaned in pain.
“Little sir, be quiet!” said the saint sympathetically.
Like a ship abandoned in the ocean, I firmly hold his feet as a pillar.
“Holy man, please pray for me and ask God’s mother if she likes me.” intercession is a sacred promise, which is not easy to make light of.
The guru was silent.
There is no doubt that I firmly believe in the close communication between master mahasai and the mother of the universe.
It’s a deep shame to find that your eyes are blind and can’t see him, but at this time, the flawless saint can see him.
I won’t be embarrassed.
I grabbed his feet and couldn’t hear his refusal.
I asked him for help again and again.
“I will beg for you.” the guru smiled mercifully and nodded slowly.
That simple words have much power.
I know they have been released.
“Master, remember your request, and I will come back soon to wait for your message.” my voice sounded, and the happy expectation reminded me of the way I choked on the sad cry just a moment ago.
Walking down the long ladder, I am full of memories.
This house is at 50 Amter street, my old home.
Now guru mahasai lives in it.
When my mother died.
Here, my earthly heart was devastated by the death of my mother, and today it is here; And because I did not see the mother of God, my spirit was crucified.
Noble wall! Silently witness my injury and final healing.
My footsteps eagerly turned back to my home on Cooper road.
I found a secluded attic and sat quietly until ten o’clock.
On a warm night in India, suddenly a wonderful portrait lit up.
Glorious glory, the mother of God stands before me.
His beautiful face showed a sweet smile.
“I always love you, I always love you.” the strange voice rippled in the air, and slowly disappeared again.
The next day, when the sun finally climbed to the right place for visitors, I went to Guru mahasai’s house again.
In this house full of painful memories, I climbed to the fourth floor, and the round cloth wrapped door handle was on the closed door, as if telling me that the saint didn’t want to be disturbed.
When I hesitated, the door opened, the saint’s welcome hand stretched out, and I knelt at his sacred feet.
For fun, I put a rigorous mask on my face to hide the spiritual promotion.
“Guru, I came early in the morning.
I came to wait for your news.
Did the dear Mother God say anything about me?” “scheming kid!” he said nothing more; Obviously, I pretend that the situation is serious and doesn’t work.
“Why is it so mysterious that people don’t understand? Don’t saints never say it simply?” maybe I’m a little angry.
“Do you really want to try me?” his understanding calm eyes said, “this morning, I simply said, did you get the personal guarantee of the beautiful God mother at 10 o’clock last night?” guru mahasai controlled the entrance and exit of my soul.
I bowed before him again; But my tears gush out of blessings, not because of unbearable pain.
“Do you think your sincerity has not touched the” infinite compassion “of the Mother God? The human beings you worship and the divinity in the holy image have promised you every request.” who is this simple saint? At least he knows the sweet God.
He plays a humble role in this world.
He is the greatest person I know.
Master mahasai opened a middle school for boys only in the house on Amter street.
Out of his lips without scolding, the cosmic circle can abide by his rules without command or ruler.
Teaching in these humble classes, as well as the pious heart to God that can not be found in textbooks, spread his intelligence to spread the spiritual atmosphere, rather than using incomprehensible ideas.
The saint loves God’s mother wholeheartedly.
He is like a child and does not need formal respect from others.
“I am not your guru.
He will come later,” he told me.
“Through his guidance, your love and sincerity for God will be transformed into boundless intelligence.” every evening I go to amte street to seek the Holy Lord of guru mahasai, which makes my life overflow.
I used to bow to him out of duty, but now I am completely prostrate in front of him, and even where his holy footsteps have stepped, I will follow his footsteps.
“Please hang this wreath, guru.
I made it specially for you.” one night I brought a wreath here.
But he was embarrassed to avoid and repeatedly refused this honor.
Finally, I agreed to see my self-esteem hurt.
“Since we are both converted to God’s mother, you can hang the wreath in the temple of the flesh and dedicate it to the God who lives in the body.” his great character, under no circumstances, “we” can take root in his heart.
“Tomorrow we will go to the Kali temple in tarsensva.
My guru will worship the mother Kali.” guru mahasai is a disciple of Christ like Lord Sri Ramakrishna Paramahansa.
The next morning, take a boat along the Ganges for four miles.
We went to the Kali temple with nine domes, on which the God mother and Shiva sat on the bright silver carved lotus.
The thousands of petals of the lotus were really exquisitely carved.
He had an unlimited honeymoon with the “God mother”.
When he sang his name, my heart full of spiritual joy was like a lotus scattered into thousands of petals.
Later, we strolled in the Holy Land and stopped in front of the willow forest.
The nectar scattered by these trees was like a holy communion given to Guru mahasai.
He kept singing hymns, and I sat on the grass, in the willow pink flowers, sitting still.
I jumped out of my flesh and wandered in the universe, temporarily forgetting the things around me.
I have made many pilgrimages to tasenswa.
This is the first time I have come here with the holy master.
From him, I learned one of the characteristics of God’s mother – compassion.
A holy teacher like a child shows the fatherhood and the righteousness of God.
In addition to his gentle personality, he is rigorous, correct and fair.
“He deserves people to respect him like a fairy.” one day he was praying, and I watched him think so with joy.
He devoted his whole life to spiritual life.
He can fully accept the world without any criticism.
His body, mouth, mind and behavior are in perfect harmony with his simple soul.
“My guru said this to me.” the holy master often said this at the end of the conversation, because he didn’t have “me”; His body and mouth have been completely closed to Guru romocchisna, and guru mahasai no longer thinks his thoughts are his own.
Span > “I don’t think you like this man.” the arrogant didn’t hear the saint’s whisper and kept talking.
“I told God’s mother about this.
He understood our plight and promised that as long as we got to the red house far away, we would remind him that there was a lot to do.” my eyes were fixed on the position of relief.
When he arrived at the red house, the man turned and left unexpectedly.
He didn’t even finish saying goodbye.
He came to this confrontation atmosphere peacefully.
Another day, I approached amnesty La railway station..
